i dont know what my dream was about...

...but i woke up with the song "too many broken hearts" - Jason donavan.

A bad start to the day!

Trainspotting - Heroin Music Video

I watched this yesterday then last night i had a dream that hannah gave me an injection of herion and i began to sink into the floor but then i realsied this was happening then it stpped and i got up and walked about as normal, but i kept looking at my eyes in the mirror and i was really paranoid everyone knew, then i saw hannah and she said noone realised, they just thought she was drunk and tired...then the vain in my arm was red an inflamed all the way up my arm and i was worried people would see it. i found the needle again and realised that i didnt know if it was clean or not, then i realised that i couldnt give blood anymore. Then i woke up in the dream and asked hannah if i was dreaming or having a bad trip, she said that it did happen but it would be ok, it would wear off soon.

then i actually woke up...really confused! and feeling guilty : (

i think im crazy...possibly!

high flying

on a plane

sitting next to peter andre

he asked me if i would like to sing at a concert to support a band he manages called take-that!

i said i would